god..one cuppa black coffee makes my tummy turn inside out.lol..
alrite..so ytd was my last day at work, its time to say bye bye to everyone at isetan katong =(. sad..
muz thx de guys for helping out during our closing ytd. if not jiae n mi sure die real badly..lolx..
went to watch king kong today wif jiae n working peeps 'ben, wei yang, eddie n carlson' my long awaited movie. its was nice..sad tt king kong died. well tts life..haiz.. hav fun today. finally can take a break off work. aft our dinner we head off to tamp to play pool. hee..so miss playing pool. i suck at it though. haha...

i guess this is my life...
im bound to take this lonely journey...
forever...
nth belongs to mi..


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Merry Christmas everyone! =)
alrite..lol..i think i hav to apologise to justin, joel, shi han n jeremy. they waited for mi till 1030pm ytd nite. still we went to play pool aft tt. missed the last bus n hav to catch a taxi home. so sorry guys! =(
been really busy at workplace for the past few days. haha..singaporeans all prefer last min shopping i guess. sad cant go for count down for christmas today, was stuck at isetan till 1030pm again. but was nice, hanging at isetan with the usual ppl also i hav a customer whu tok to mi abt oversea studies for 15min? lolx. yea...

working is fun afterall,we can actually gain exposure from it. despite the long hrs of standing n constant nagging, i hav learn alot from it. also i get to make new frends. frm teenagers of my age to aunties..lolx..

sometime i find life very cruel. they made our life in such a way tt ppl cum go very easily. met a few frends frm work place. they r real great ppl, n i would say tt i wish to keep them wif mi for the rest of my life. be it knowing them for days or weeks, tts just how i feel, when sch starts things r goin to change, mayb we would forget abt each other or we wont be toking anymore. how i wish i could keep all of them by my side, nv let them leave mi. well... tts life i guess. purest of pain. 26th will be my last day of work at isetan, everything tt i hav experienced for the past 3 weeks would cum to an abrupt end. guess tts where one chapter of my life closes n another one opens up which is my 3 mth jc life.

im so goin to miss goin to my workplace aft 26 ends. signing in..using the staff entrance toking to the security guards n stuff where normal ppl cant do.haha..unless i get to work at isetan katong again, then i would get experience all of them again..lolx.

alrite tts all. tml goin to work full shift. goin to spend my christmas wif jiae..heex...cant wait for tml..jiae is goin to stay over at my place. we r goin to so call 'party' till late late tml nite. lolx..

all i can say is thank you...



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aft all the asking n stuff..i think most PRCS students got into TPJC =). haha havent ask wadi though, bet he is goin to get in MJ coz his results r gd..plus..its near his house he can slp! so unfair..i live near MJ too oki..hee..
i think parkway parade is goin to be my 2nd home liao. =) seems like i muz visit tt place for 3 whole weeks non stop..kinda love it now..

msg jiae my ic number, verification number n stuff early in the morning coz im in the morning shift. wont be able to log on the net..haha..when she called mi for the result i was in the toilet wif a aunty frm isetan. aft tokin to her..i jump like a crazy woman. the aunty juz look at mi n smile like she juz saw a maniac escape frm some crazy chalet.lol.tts scene no.1
scene no.2..i cant wait so i called mo. while tokin to him i was walking into the security check point n trying to figure out how 2 punch the last row on my punch card. once again i jump n dance like a mad woman while tokin to momo. haha..the security uncles was laughing at mi..well..im happy..haha. sorry mo for waking u up. =(

work today was oki..had some upset n scary stuff happen, but im glad its over. hope it wont affect mi much n..i muz forget abt it. im still happy now.hee.
had a pretty long chat wif mo ytd. tt reminds mi of how bz 2 of us hav been wif our lives for the past few mths tt we didnt really tok.ytd long chat was really nice..i hope tt we could do tt often..hee..its been a really long long time..

jiae created a new piggy frend at work today.its was so damn hilarious tt i cant stop laughing. come to think abt it..i think working wif her everyday brings tears to my eyes. not wif sad stuff..but wif damn funny stuff tt i laugh till i cry. haha. thx gurl u r de best!

tts it...


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the LINZ WON!!! ths amazing race!! Branson came in 2nd!! *winkwinkwink*
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i am real tired n drain out frm goin to work everyday. not havin enuf slp. havin to drag my feet out frm bed every morning. mum rushin into my room to wake mi up. i guess now my body is a lil tired. feelin unwell now. sad. my stupid flu frend has come to visit mi again..unwelcome visitor. shooo!

YEAYEAYEA!!!..DANNI HAS WON SURVIVOR GUATAMALA. she totally deserve it.so deserve it.hee..im so hapy. all my rushing pays off. haha..yea i practically ran like a mad women aft work. ran frm exit to bus stop. n blah blah blah..lolx. n manage to reach home 15min aft the show has started *phew* danni juz rox.lala im so hapy!

working can be real scary at times..well..not goin totok abt it though. not in here.lolx.i ant wait for work to be over. so i can enjoy..n relax. chill wif my frends..eating wif yumi..jiae..also to get my dance lessons. i cant wait for tt. i so miss dancing. i miss the feeling of dancing n lookin at ur movement in the mirrors of dance studio. i miss all of it =). hope tt i can get a lesson soon. work is goin to end in 2 more weeks time. so fast..i hav been working for more than a wk.

jc posting goin to be release this fri..scary...=)
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first and foremost. im back. =). back frm cruise since last week. n since then i hav started working.
firstly..lets talk abt my all time fav shows. i duno if u guys reading my blog were tv freak like mi. but im real tv freak for reality series!. im really glad that america's next top model cycle5 is goin to be shown on channel5. so fast huh. america has juz finished broardcasting it =) . yep im glad that nicole won cycle 5! she has de potential n i like her.
then we hav the amazing race family edition n survivor guatamala. lol...both shows has its season finale nxt week!! i hope i can cach it man. so hopping for it. i really hope the weavers wont win. they juz hmm..dun deserve. yesh they put in effort n stuff but their attitude towards other teams are not right. for real, they make other teams upset n they still think tt they r de king -_-". lolx...
juz finihsed watching survivor. im really glad that rafe did not get voted out. he is such a sweety alrite. steph should be the one out. i really hope rafe or danny would win the game. its getting tough huh. lolx...well...lets see the results nxt week. =)

alrite. working life is nice.other than the standing for 8 hrs thingy, the rest is okay. met few frends there, they r real great ppl, also the supervisors there r nice too. =) however i still prefer studying in sch. having to sit in a classroom juz listen to lessons n hanging wif frends is much more better than standing for 8 hrs. lolx. well..atleast i still gain experiences frm work yea. lolx..noe how to handle chocolate as well as customers. =P

my life is all messed up now. i duno y, aft exams i thought i could break free frm all problems n enjoy my life as freedom awaits mi. but i think problems will nv cum to an end. it will continue for as long as u live in this world.i dun wanna make any decision rite now.i wan to lead a happy life. i wan everyone around mi to be happy. i hav made some decisions which i regret now. i dun wan it to happen again. its not a good feeling. at the same time i dun wan to move either. i juz want to stay at the pace im in..but i noe as time goes i hav to do the right thing. but the right thing aint right. im weaken by all this.i really hope that time would remove all the troubles n pain im goin thru rite now. clear up all the mess in my life. give mi my freedom tt i deserve. i dun wan to lead this complicated life again n again. im tired of it.

im glad now that im working wif jiae. atleast working wif her can get my mind of all this troubles for atleast a while...a while..

i miss ms sexy hotty yumi pong!!! she is off to germany for one week!! hope she be back soon =)

when would then the truth be out
when would u speak up
where would all the past be hidden
where would my future leads mi...



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