tirring days..fell asleep during GP today. infact all the gers sitting in the 2nd row slept. lolx.

mummy has been complaining tt my shoulder n arm muscles r growing bigger. she said tt i look like a boy now =). n guess wad..im fitter than my brudder hahas. lousy bro. had rock climbing training ytd. it would be the last training for some of the J1s..so sad. n still we had a great time! lolx. as usual, the 1st wall was used by the speed climbers to train for thier competitions this weekend, the over hang wall used up by J2s for lead climbing. n so we r left wif the roof wall..i think tts the name..roof. lolx. i didnt manage to cross the hump still, so i went up thru another way. i managed to reach the resting point n rest there =D. reaching for the roof has always a difficult task.i hav been targeting to reach for the furthur yellow tile on it..n i manage to do so ytd..sadly i cant proceed to reach the green horn above it. the horn was juz too far away..n my arms cant take my weight any longer..so i gave up =(. sadly no time left for another climb.i had a scary time belaying JS ytd. he was tryin the aline contour routh which is very tough.haha n he fell a few times,there was this time he fell n almost hit the ground..one cm above ground to be specific.. i was soo damn scared man..lolx..aft tt fall..i took xtra precaution when im belaying him.lolx.


aint the wall beautiful?

hmm.. i think tts kent in the pic..lolx

santono junsheng mi n ms goh

J1s Rock climbers..im de onli ger there..coz jiae was absent

today..was a fun filled cum sleepy day. played fressbie during SPE. sweat a LOT! which was pretty shiok.lolx. our PW lessons ended n we hav 2 free periods..so the gurls decided to hang around at the bouldering area. =)


wadthehell am i doin?

lovely joanne n mi =))

us!!

all of us ^^.

went to celebrate Gerald's birthday later in the day at fish n co. lolx. had sucha fun time there.all of us hav to wear party hats n stuff..n gerald even hav to stand on the chair while we sang him the birthday song. lolx.it was nice lah..build up the happy atmosphere =)

Happy Birthday Gerald!! =D

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one word to dedcribe today's trip to yishun safra. FUN!!!! hahas.

sch today was okis..went for chem lecture den i realised tt i hav missed out alot!! hahas..time to really sit down n study for this weekend. goin to hav gp quiz n bio quiz cumin up too so its time to study hard n be a hardworking ger. hahas. mr remedios was so nice..he juz told us tt we got gp quiz nxt wk. its on news article for this weeks newspaper. i went huh?!? i dun buy newspaper unless i hav the time to read it. hahas..so guess im goin to fail the quiz den.

aft sch went to meet jiayi. had our lunch n report to the bouldering area . sign out for our harness, shoe n chalk bag and we head of to the bus. haha..journey there was a sleepy one. i was amazed when i reach yishun safra, it looks like a 4 star hotel. i hav the idea tt it looks like tamp safra which was kinda old..but no..it was really beautiful! their rock climbing walls r awesome too! they r challenging! they also hav the new wall which is like 5 story high! hhahas..its nice there. i had so much fun! we juz climb n belay..climb n belay..hhas..juz goin crazy within ourselves..heex.. so enjoy it!

yeepee! dad juz came back frm thailand! he bought mi a new tote bag n 2 tank top1 muhaha~~

some pics taken =)


jiae n i =)


J1S rockclimbers


jiae weijie n mi

duno y all of us look so chubby in santono's cam lolx..

i juz wanna look for my happiness...
izit so difficult?

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im feeling so pissed of rite now.. @%$^^*&#$@!...

days in sch r fun. everytime when the class seems to be dull..there would definately be someone to brighten class n bring the sprit or 06s01 up again. =).im goin to soo miss the class. one more week time we r goin to say bye bye.


im soo soo tired. think im slping early tonite. long day ahead tml. fell asleep during math lecture ytd. it was the 1st period n the ant teacher didnt come, the new lecturer was goin thru the questions soo slowly..n so i fell alseep. hahas..in the end..gina n jiaqi whu were both beside mi fell asleep too. lolx. aft tryin our best to stay awake for other periods, 3 of us decided to go library during chem lecture to slp. hahas. had rock wall trainng too. didint hav the energy to climb duno y. bad day for climbing. *shakeheads*

lessons ends at 3.30 today. manage to survive thru all of it. we intend to skip gp coz its 2 period! but in the end we didnt. we had this article abt free speech. in between we started tokin abt ghost..reincarnation..magic n other stuff tt r NOT related to GP. lolx. its so funny ..for tt hr n 20min we hav so much fun n we learn laods of things too. heex.


cant wait for tml. having rock climbing at yishun safra. hope it will be a fun filled n excited trip =)). need to draw harness n shoe by 1.30..hmmsh..heex..yay~~
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bad things of the day...
-> my bag broke AGAIN!!.....-_______-
->my palm hurts
->im still not very happy wif my life

hahas..uhyea. been havin lots of craziness for the past 3 days.

Saturday
went to french sch...tt place is sooo awesome.!! its got all the independant sch facilities..hahas.jiae n i almost got lost lookin for the toilet. wee the j2s did really well! see loads of ang mos wif wierd name =). hahas..1st time im surrounded wif so many ang mos =). some pic fo the wall in french sch. it looks pretty tough...






hmmsh..im too lazy to uplaod more pic..wan more pic can go to jiaes blog..hahas..she uploads some pic there too.

SUNDAY
i had a bad start in the day. uhyea..some stuff came out frm ur mouth which i nv expected. u hurt mi real badly. u've made mi hate u sorry to say tt. aft some revision..went to play pool wif peter,ting wei, kenneth, michelle n jing zhi. found one more talent in peter! other than sleeping..tt guy's skill in pool is realll GOOOD. aft tt went to yumi's place n slack there. she had bbq outside her house, haha the food was realli nice..n its nice lah..to hav outdoor bbq wif ppl around n chatting. its really relaxing. thx gurl! haha n momo ate like almost 30 prawns =X.

Today...
had a loong day today in sch. lessons ends at 4.10. watched a chinese movie during wen hua ke, its a nice show. but i still fell asleep. had rock climbing training today. heex..i nv enjoy PT b4..but today i enjoy it soo much! duno y.. we did the usual stuff n blouder a lil bit..there is this blister on my hand, n it burst..skin kidna came off n it hurts soo much in soap =(. hope it can recover by tml heex. aft tt went to uncle louise there to hav bubble tea..heex..mr ng n ms goh's treat!so most of the rock climbers slack around for bubble tea aft training today. i had soo much fun!
my bag's strap SNAp!
n i must start wearing my spec till duno when..boohoo..


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=((
im givin myself a bunch of useless stress. wad the hell am i thinking..life is pure torturing. wad a sadd thing..

im hav been attached to tv for the past few days. all thx to the 2 days leave i had frm sch. i was absent frm sch for 2 days..thx to my throat again..giving mi nth but pain. uhyea..so i hav been watching the torino 2006. im in love with the winter olympic, how often we get to see all these on tv..muz take this opportunity to watch every single one of them! im so totally impressed wif the figure skaters..aww i juz love ice skating =) . i woke up today..hoping to catch a lil bit of figure skating...but i get to catch the award ceremony instead -___-


Evgeni Plushenko of Russia . he is like super talented


Jeffrey Buttle of Canada . he is gd lookin lor..xP

uhyea..havent start on my work yet..slack the whole afternoon. muz finish them by today..cos sat n sun i've got things on. tml im goin to french sch, to support the rockclimbing J2s. they r havin competition there, goin to support them n also to see how french sch is like..hahas..cant wait!

lingering...
no where to go...


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Happy Valentine =)


i spent my valentine wif my lovely pals in sch n outing wif my darlings ^ jiae..kit..daph..n JY!!* hahas...yea..aft sch we met up n hav our shushi buffet at genki shushi. i was so dead full ..

sch was kinda cimplicated now..i duno y..i wont be seein my CG peeps again aft 3 mth i guess..they did pretty well n are all transfering to other schs. =). hope they get into their dream sch =).

i decided to wait for jiae in sch. coz my lesson ends at 1.30 n hers is at 3.30. i planned to wait for her in the library where i would be slacking there n listening to my mp3. haha..but half way thru my journey to library, i saw benjamin, we chatted n decided to boulder wif xiao hui there =). aft a while of bouldering, wanted to go library.. again...i saw js a.k.a monkey n his frend, so i ended up chattin wif them lolx. tts how i spent my time waiting for jiae n jy..hahas.

im still so full now..argh..heex..


ths ppl for all the encouragements..i appreciate every single one of them. thx u soo much!

i duno y...but i still care abt u...
time n time again u left mi wif nth...
time n time again i told myself to wake up..
yet all the past keep pouring back..
u keep appering in my mind.
yet i noe tt im goin no where..
am i goin to get lost in this train of thoughts again?
i dun wan to...
but i noe im in the journey to it..
the journey to self destruction..
yet again...


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this is goin to be a saddenin entry. im goin to whin like i nv did b4..so if u r in a foul mood like what i m in now..juz go to the top right corner of ur monitor n click on the cancle thingy. =)

wad can i do now. my mind is all messed up. same question running in my head..jc..or poly..it juz suck big time. lookin at my result makes mi feel like im deep shit..i did not do well.im really dissappointed..truely im...wad did i do to deserve this kinda reuslt.i put in so much effort. i remembered durin prelim, my mum even told mi to give up on my studies..juz get a gd grade for L1R4 n get on wif poly life. dun go jc. she told mi tt it hurts her to see mi study like a maniac. i ignore her..n continue to go on wif my studying life style even for o's i studied like mad. n yet i still get this kidna result.life is nv fair..it dosent mean u put in 101% effort u will do well. there r few ppl i noe whu play game the whole day,who did not even study for their examinations, in the end they still score better than mi. so hav all the effort i've put in gone to waste? haiz. ppl r juz goin to look at my result n point to mi tt im stupid n dumb for scoring this kinda score. i would be categorise under the stupid list in them. but they will nv noe how much effort i hav put in..they will nv understand mi, all the hardwork i put into my studies onli my parents..aunty mandy n mayb some ppl around mi would noe tt...life is soo cruel.
i still got one last thing to say..my eng kills mi..n sorry mrs lim.

aft receiving my result, im suppose to call kinda many ppl. sadly my phone was outta batt. aft tokin to stan kor, my phone batt went totally flat. i cant be bothered abt it. sorry ppl, i've made u guys worry abt mi. i tried to reply all ur messages n let u noe abt my stuff aft i charged my phone. so sorry stan kor..made u worry abt mi. thx for tokin to mi ytd nite..thx nigel too..for chattin wif mi.

suppose to go rockwall training aft gettin result. i hav got no mood. mayb i would kill myself durin rock wall training bahz...yea..so my dad called.surprisingly he didnt wan mi to go for rockwall training. instead he ask mi to bring jiae over to swensen so we can eat sundae.i think he thinks tt i would go commit suicide tt y.. and yea..i feel like stuffing myself up wif food to forget my unhapiness so jiae kit daph n i went to tamp swensen n ate there. aft tt we went to bugis..coz daph wanna get a bag...

went walking around seiyu. i came across this bear in hushush. suddenly i feel the urge to bring it back home. i dun buy soft toys..but i juz hav this strong feeling tt i wanna get it. i juz feel so depressed tt i wanna get sumth to hug n stay wif mi. n i got this cuty bear..i name it whitety. he is one great companion i hav..haiz..went walkin around till 9 plus n reach home at 10.



went out wif jiae, shi hui, carlson, genghong n yu sheng today. havent see them for a loong time. saw weiyang di a few times nia..coz he was wif his gf whole day. so we kinda slack at woodland the whole day. haiz..

aft this thingy i really love my parents alot. they didnt scold mi, infect they r happy for mi. they juz wan mi to choose where i wan to do nxt.i feel bad making them worry abt mi so much. if i can juz handle my studies as smoothly as my bro n go to u without making them worry i would be dead hapy.haiz..im sucha useless daughter...

so sorry ppl....

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omg omg..its less than 24hrs away....

scary stuff. ohyea..sch..as usual for mi. wed we didnt hav any lessons, instead we hav college road run at the east coast park.early in the morning..we gather there..lolx.n so we ran..3 km i think. but it dosent feel like 3 km, prcs use to make us run till i almost die, almost outta breath, but ytd routh ended kinda fast . they had free milos too..n it taste real good~
aft tt jy, ann chi, jiae n i took cab to orchard. had our lunch n met up wif angie, jiehui, shihui,daph,yp. we had a k box session! heex..so nice! we sang till we gers go real crazy...juz a way to enjoy n relax ourself be the release of result i guess.haiz..

today was a moody day at sch,. no one had the mood to focus in class. all of us were so dull n moody.n onli 15 ppl attended sch today. so yea...all the teahers wished us luck aft every lessons we had. =).tml goin to sch for 3 periods onli. den goin to slack at jiae's place b4 goin prcs. aft tt gotta return to TPJC for rockwall practice =))

thx everyone for wishing mi luck! i really appreciate it! =) thx lots i need it..!! ^^.

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grr..i hate medicine. now im behavin like a zoombie again. haiz... juz feel like sleeping the whole day.no mood for homework. =( i spent 2 hrs at the clinic on FRI there were soo many ppl there.it took 45 min juz for registration.-__-
i got 8 different types of medicine..haha when i saw the amt of medicine i had..i was stunned...n it onli cost mi 4.10 dollar~

Saturday

went to ms chua's place.She invite us `06s01` to her house! so sweet of her..she even ordered pizza for us! heex. we met up in differnt place some in tamp some in seng kang. im in seng kang since i got a direct bus there. heex. aft all of us hav gathered we took a bus to her house. =) we took laods of pic.

shihui.mi.jiaqi.rach

rachel n mi =)

us!


with ms chua


06s01!

jimmy: hey wad r u doin?? ^^.

ms chua n i =)

n we hav de boys~~

they dun like to take pics..so they...

look to the left..


and they look up..

and they look down..

in the end they decided to do...

THIS!!!

hahas...

and so around 3 plus to 4 we left. we took LRT to seng kang mrt staion. tts where we parted. aft tt..xin ni,shihui,hoyin,rach n mi went to TM, tryin to get sumth for ms chua =))

tts the end for today..haha end of wif a pic frm LRT.

this mountain turtle*mi* had my 1st LRT ride ytd =))

All alone once again...
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omg...im like so sick now i didint even go sch. aft my nap ytd..my throat was killing mi. now its worse..i cant even slp ytd nite.haiz..later goin clinic to get some medicine den abck to sch to get some stuff done...

wed rock wall training was superbly nice~ had training on the outside walls..hee i climb twice n complete both of it. my skills hav to be improve n need to train on my arm stength.=P..

ytd the long awaited debate is here. we gather for the last 2 break period we hav n revise on our notes..i help out a lil. heex..debate was oki lah..its not as serious as it sounds. i became the chair person out of sudden..haha n sort of embarrass myself lah..lolx..but nvm..lolx.we won still! heex..great job guys!

now waiting for mama to wake up so i can go clinic.lucky got kor to chat wif mi..heex..

deeper n deeper i go
as days goes by..
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