COMMONTESTS ARE SO OVER!
I think im happy.ohno..im happy =)). no more mugging for aleast a few weeks i suppose. ohwell..papers..all of them r killers..esp chem..which is the onli subject i believe in. =((.ahh its so over.hope i can enjoy the next few days before i return back to sch n resume my normal long hours plus boring lessons n lectures. hmm..back to stress again. ahh..life..heex..hate those days where i hav to fight wif my alarm clock. =X

climbing today was nice!..even though i onli climbed..9 times?..took 854 frm sch to yishun..long journey on bus simply rock..as i can take the time to reflect abt my life..ahh..haiz. ohwell..yishun 25m wall..tts wad we planned to climb..but..we didnt get the parent signature form b4 hand..so we cant climb =(. took mrt all the way to tanjiong pagar n had our speed training there instead. hope can climb the 25m wall? at half price? in july =) speed speed speed..speed com cumin up..muz train! ahh..speed..can i?

ended my last paper today. i should be happy..or rather excited..as i got like 3 days or rest! but apprantly..sumth is wrong wif mi. very wrong this time round. i jzu cant stop thinking. for the past few days..i kept thinking the same old things which i dun wan to. wad am i gonna do? ahh can somebody help mi?my life is in a mess rite now! hope the tough period would be over soon. i noe i will suffer frm it..but its the onli way out. make myself suffer n end those complications. the onli way out...haiz..!! things nv seems to work out nice n well..n flawless for mi. wth...@#$#$#$^&

daph! daph! DAPHNE!!!




truth or lie..real or fake..wad say u
come clean!
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bzBZbzBZ days...exams r cumin rite up.. had my GP paper on sat..doubt i wil pass..=(. no paper today! BUT..my papers r starting tml..till fri. hahas..ohwell..exams..exams..typical life of s'pore students. come to think abt it..its been a long time since i take exam. =D. oki..crap..hmm..alrite no more relaxing..no more late nights..no more tv shows...no more outings..mayb once in a while..cant do those as often as i did during the holidays =((. hahas..ohwell..gotta go back to studying! mugger mode is on for the nxt few days!! :)

i cant wait to climb!!

Stretch!!!



+ lala land +

okay..so i copi-ed this frm jiae's n she 'koped' it frm angie :))

**7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
`loves climbing Alot
`i love to slp
`i get stressed up easily?
`im very clumsy
`i wanna grow taller
`im fat`
`i've lost myself in the middle of nowhere.

**7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME**
`oily food
`fats
`insects!!
`creepy crawl~lies
`sometime doctors..
`to loose my love ones
`bad results

**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
`all american rejects - move along
`yellow card - lights n sound
`ashley parker angel - let u go
`daniel powter - bad day
`kelly clarkson - walk away
`pussycatdolls - buttons
`hoobastank - if i were u

**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
`rock climbing
`n more climbing please~
`darling frends =)
`family
`my mp3
` anasazi slipper
`my bed


**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
`bloody hell
`wad the hell
` aye?
`i wan slp
`ahh im gettin fat
`fish!
`heng~~

im still not so okay...goodbye

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ohwell..life suck...n it suck real badly this time round i duno y...mayb its my fault..mayb its not..may im goin thru a stage in my life where everything seems to turn out opposite frm the right..n made mi hurt real badly or wadeva shit..ohwell..i duno wad im feeling..pure numb-ness...damn u...
ahh all this while..all this crappin aint gonna work..oh no they arent.let it all pass by n non of them shall return.be gone forever!
oh no..i duno wad im tokin abt..haiz..nth to motivate mi to stay anymore. for once i thought it still exist..now..it seems to be gone..wadeva it is..life suck big time..n its all ur fault! thanks to u alot..hate u!y did it started out in the 1st place..ohman..i seriously hate u...!!!


teensgames today. funny? wierd? fun..mixture of it. my 1st speed com..1st time climbing freely on the wall..ended wif too many tiles..ended wif messed up tiles to hold..so i ended up messing my route. but oh well..haha im still hapy wif it.

oki damn..i hate u still..tts the end..bye bye!

i hope u get out of my life..but u cant...so hmm..byebye! =((
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AHHHHHH
Life is gettin pretty boring for mi =((.

i hav been a real good gurl. i stayed at home n study n mug n study n mug!. ohwells..exams r cumin like nxt sat? no choice =)

cheena, suhui, alvin n I had out 1st outing on tue. it was last min though, we actually demolished our plan for seoul garden outing, but suddeny..we want it so badly( to eat tts it)..so yea in the end..we still had seoul garden. haha! stuffed ourselves wif loads n laods of chicken, beef n hot dogs =p. ohyea we met fake paul too..lolx. ohwell..hope there will be another outing soon. till den study hard!

2 full days at home mugging. yea yea..tts wad made mi! stella! crap...daily routine..wake up, go elias mall for breakfast..follow mama to market( heys im a goood gurl aye)..home..n study n study n study. hahas..ohwell im starting to feel the stress n worries tt CT is cumin in a week time. there r like soo many things to study n so lil time for it. i spent 3 hrs juz to read thru n understand photosynthesis (1st half of a chapter)..can u believe it..it soo freaking long lah 3 hrs leh..siao liao..i got like 4 more chpt of bio..plus respiration ( 2nd half of the 'a' chapter -_-")..oh my..im sooo dead. =X

staying at home to study makes my mama happy. coz i will be at home FULL day, so once in a while i can help her wif some chores..like cooking tau kua..papa would be really happy coz i wont spend money. hahas..but i think one person or rather animal would be unhappy would be my dear ......

AH HENG!!!

haha looks like a ball of furry shit?
(btw he juz woke up..tts y his eyes r soo small) )

ohwell..tt poor boy..was being noise abuse ( created by niang niang) by me. =X
u noe how boring muggin can get..so every 30 min i will disturb tt lil fur ball..hahas..i think he got real irritated cos afternoon is usually his napping plus sleeping time. so tt means he got woke up by me abt hm..10 times? or sumth like tt..lolx..tt poor boy. ohwell..who ask him to be so cute n adorable !!!
hahas!!! juz joking.

im havin a chemistry mind today. studied nth but chem n much chem. tml will be more chem n econs i guess...hopefully...ahhhh!!!! bio..wad abt it!! i muz LOVE bio!!..hmm..

miss climbing!!


some random pics =)

=PP

gena n niang niang

daph n mi

SAKAEEE

Heng's BUTT

wad ya lookin at?

love us!

loves niangniang :)


just give me one last moment n i will viomit everything to u..
:(


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okay..in order to relief my stess frm an hr of chinese compo writting <> i m goin to make today's post a freaking long one! ahya tts not the actual reason..lol. loads of thigns happned this week, n im juz goin to sum them up in one post. tts y =) muhahahaha...

monday
had sch in the morning.cant remember wad lesson i had. but its onli 2 hr. hahas! hmm..had training in the afternoon at Climb Adventure. Coach was suppose to teach us some skills abt speed climbing. hahas. speed can be fun, can be scary, can be difficult n can be full of injuries. apprantly i got got gigantic blue black frm hitting the tiles non stop. okay sue may's blue black is worse than mine.lolx. ohwel..did nth much accept to speed n speed. haha im actually kidna happy wif myself? lolx..7.85 sec best timing up a hmm..not tt difficult wall. lolx.
get to take onli few pics tt day. coz kingsly used my cam n video almost everyone's speed climb till my cam batt almost flat. =)

haha i own this place! =S

TUesday
boring day in sch as usual. oki its not tt boring as usual coz lesson is shot n swee ^^

Wednesday
another day in sch.had math lecture in the morning.got back my lecture test n i fail! i was predicted. didint study for it coz pumpfest was the day before. but atleast i got the R formula question right, tt proves my effort in memorising the formula during pumpfest didnt come to a waste =D. but den..i still fail lolx.
had training in NTU in the evening. the journey there was scary n tirring one. doze of in the bus on my way there n the bus door dun seem to be working rite. it can open in the middle on high way n remain opened! uncle stopped the bus like 3 times to close it. but it still open in the end. hahas. the uncle is suppose to drop us off at hall 6 or sumth. but he got lost in NTU.he drove us round until he got fed up den dumped us in one of the bus stop n we waited for chee yong to come look for us. hahas. NTU bloudering gym was cute. its not tt big haha. but tiles there r pretty nice i guess. i juz cant cross leg over to my handhold n to heel hook. duno y. mayb i m too fat.=S. but i manage to sit in n reach for the tiles =D.

haha look at adriel's face

scary ~~

nice =)

Thursday

hmm..nth much happen in sch. had speed econs lecture in the morning. rushed home den for get ready for tpjc rcc farewell dinner. suppsoe to meet JS at 1.30. how nice..he woke up at 1.15 n took a 40min long bathe. hahas..so he was late as usual. met the rest of peeps at 2.30 den we head to suxin home.

BBq was nice n fun. love the bombing session. but ssad lah instead of bombing ppl..the ppl caught my bomb!ohwell.time really flies..even though im no longer in tpjc rcc..i still love the j2s as much as i love them in my 1st 3 mth there. a group of nice n super coool ppl. n they shall nv be forgotten . nv ever=)

i LOVE these pplx =D

j2s!

one BIG family tpjc rcc!

u guys rocks to the max!

friday
had sch? was late. oh did i mention..i was late for every holiday extra lesson hahas.ohwell.walked in the rain tt day. was sockaing wet when i entered LT n was frozen to death lolx. trainning was at yishun safra tt day. suppose to train speed at the 25m wall. but was raining..so we went bouldering instead, all the rocmoc ppl juz went crazy lah. lolx. started to jump like lil kids there. lolx..the place is as lovely as usual n as fun as ever. lolx..i juz love it there. did a few routes n some free bouldering. wootz! ytd jus rocks man.

a bunch of monkeys

rocmoc gers :)

shitty route

hoon.stel.canice (:

monkey la!!

saturday

which is today.had self training at toa payoh safra.chee yong's student booked the place but they cancled it. so we hav the palce in the end =). haha we learnt a lil bit of LEAD climbing today! started out wif the learning of how to clip the rope to carribena. haha..den we start to lead . it was scary though..1st time lead..the feeling is juz scary. lolx..but i manage to finish the route to the end ~phew~ climbed the slight incline wall..n the speed wall. speed wall was a lil scary.i banged into the wall umple times again.=((.

okayi think i should end of my post wif this beautiful pic :)

my blue black haha..there is 2 of it yeaaa!



i juz cant stop thinking...why..
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apparantly HOLIDAYS are making my life more worse than ever.

OKI..MAYB slightly better than normal sch days. =X

Firstly i hav to super juggle my time. between relaxing, tv,homeworks,revisions n super loads of CCA. grr think i've onli got time to so revision for my common test on week3. nxt week..need to return sch everyday. wif training outside sch too..mon-climb adventure wed- NTU fri- yishun safra. wth..gonna spend alot on transportation.zzz. im super broke now lor..wif soo many things to buy during great singapore sales n more things to buy for rock climbing. blehx......woohoo...i hope i can finish my tutorials by nxt week. =X

I so miss TPJC RCC ppl okay!!! hope they r having a great time in KL!
i miss the old gang =(

wads more...

i miss u more than ever...

why?why?..












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Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me,
when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
and even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

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