been feeling rather down these days. i have no idea why. i still feel like my normal self, but something seems to be missing, and tt particular thing is killing me slowly. hais ohwell, despite the hyper nature of stella liew...tt one small particular thing can bring her down easily. ohgod, return me my old self again, i wan myself back, the happy stell...

ohwell, wasted like 4 hrs in sch today? did nth but to tok to myself (rehersing OP speech), using ced's laptop to surf net n listen to his cool music, reading story bk, go around disturb ppl, boulder..blah.the main focus is the 45min OP rehersal with mrs pah. hmm..i din giggle today! oh wait i did, but not during my presetation :). phew.overall i think group did oki today, q&a was pretty terrible? haha..but nvm, fri last rehersal.den tue here we go!

hmm i cant wait to get new handphone! i've been waiting for soo00 long. i love my present phone, the function and memory is really gd, but, its gettin old and i think its time for a change.whah. excuses.hmm k800i? haha..hope daddy allows. ohyea, one great thing to look forward to!my timbuk2 is arriving tml! there goes my 170 bucks.all the money i've saved n won frm competitons.whaha..timbuk2! u beta be nice! had a hard time chosin the bag n strap colour though. :) oo cant wait.

it gettin hard to get back when u r some how off track now. havent been studying lately. been slacking and climbing full time. now i've got MT a level like only 3 days away. i haven started any revision. *slap myself* wake up! :D oki. got to get back to work.


i think i will leave u here for now
oh..mayb forever
:(
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hmm there is sumth wrong with my yest post. huhhuh. hmm..im soo tired now. feel like a piece of log. went climbasia! today with hoon, suemay joined us later. had fun..even though there are soooo many ppl there. damn squeezy :(. nvm. had fun, doin the routes there. oo yes..manage to complete some routes. we boudler like..hmm..4 hrs plus? haha..nice..lvoe bouldering now. but my finger is gettin back to its old self again, seems like sumth is really wrong with my joint. hais..worse thing is, it hurts too :( a price to pay for clmibing i guess. OH! i left my watch at asia lah. :(( feel so watch-less now.hais..i miss my watch. hope some kind soul working at asia would help me keep till i visit asia again!

tml training at 9am! hope i can wake up. amir coming down tml. PT again.

noisy boy :)

i love =D


too many coincedience to be true
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time passes really fast.i've already ended my jc1 year. its really sad when some of ur frens have to go. all the memories we had as a class.all the stupid stuff we do together and all. ohwell..duno how is it goin, but dun give up ppl! s02 will always be by ur side.Anyway...s02 wont the best CG awardor sumth. haha..we won ourselves a trophy n $80 voucher from first love cafe!( its a cafe in SRJC). -_-" kinda lame lah. haha rather they give us voucher frm sake sushi or sumth.. haha we can onli eat bake rice frm sch cafe! =)i love 1s02.

went climbing with weijie, ben n uyanga on fri.havent seen uyanga for a loong time! wahaha. somehow yishun boulder gym had a lil construction goin on,we can onli climb level 1 but there is only 4 of us there. so its nice :). rushed off to TM aft climbing to meet fellow prcs gang! jiae,ahma,daph,gena,yp,jy,angie n jiehui. ohmy..its been a loong time since all of us go crazy n start laughing like mad ppl. miss those time we used to spend.more meetings! n more craziness :))
met mr san on our way home haha.

ohyea saw chen mun on the bus on my way to ah ma's palce today. miss her so much.how i wish can tok to her longer. :(

tml asia wif hoon! :))


haha the trophy :))

im glad, for the past 2 days atleast.
moment spent are short, but nice
but all happiness would come to an end soon
sooner than i thought it would be
ohwell...i wonder how it all started



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7 things that can be found in my bag
- wallet
- my mp3 (blacky ^^.)
- handphone
- tissue paper
- receipts
- straw hearts
- camera

7 edible items I enjoy
- cookies
- ice creams
- subway sandwich
- ban mian
- mama's porridge
- chips
- nachos

7 (probably) inedible items which I ate anyway
- tiles!
- chalk
- papers
- my shoe?
- tables
- life octopus? those tiny ones
- air :D

7 things which, if they didn't exist, would make life not worth living
- handphones
- human beings
- televison
- music
- love
- colours
- human nature

7 most important things in my happy little life
- climbing
- family
- frends
- love
- good health
- time
- --

7 things I've always wanted but never got
- happiness
- to go australia
- travel around the world
- starve myself
- climb well

7 random thoughts
- climbing rocks
- climb more! climb more!
- im glad?
- i more strength to carry on n climb!
- i miss u.. i think soo
- oh.. do tt more often

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finally! out on sunday wif my gals! been soo long since we hang around, go crazy and shop till we drop. miss those time loads loads. i hope we can meet up more often. :)

ahh been havin lots of headache recently. duno y! =( tmr is result day! which is the release of final results. duno how is it gonna be like, but seems like i have to sit thru atleast 4 hours of talks. sian. nvm..gonna be last day of sch! oh..not to forget climbing! yes climbing. tmr training wif amir! pt..ohplease.hope it wont be tt bad :)

nth would be better than to spend the whole day wif ur bestie n baking muffins. wahha. yep, supposed to climb today, but last min cancle so we bake muffins instead! awww..love those muffins. haha..fell asleep while jiae was watching goong. sorry gal! hee

gosh..dun feel like bloggin now..headache is kiling me. u too..so ya bye ppl :) back nxt time.



can see the J and smile face?


and u made waited for u the whole day
please put an end to all these crap



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:) hasnt been blogging for sometime. Life after promos definately feels great. no work, purely on climbing and ample time to relax. But it sucks too..OP is coming, MT A level too..n also u! :(
changed my blog template today. Since princess hours is in the craze now, n im one of them, so y not change it to sumth related to wad i like? haha, if i can ever find a template tt is related to climbing i would definately use tt :). but i still love my previous template! i hav tt like 2 yrs ago, n onli this yr i deicded to reuse it again. oh princess hours simply rocks! becos the prince is superly charming <joo ji hoon> n also the story is pretty cool, fairytale like n lovely love story.i finished my princess hours marathon yesterday. thx u puayhoon's mummy! so tt marks the end of my tired eyes n no more falling asleep during lessons time. heex. ohyea i passed my promos.

my dear gurl, i hope u r doin well n fine.bad days are inevitable, but we learn to get stronger from it.good old days will be back! n we are all here for u. u noe tt!

school is boring~ everyday..2 hrs MT n 4 hrs of PW.OP n OP. i cannot stop giggling during my OP. duno why.the only thing to look forward to is training! wif my fellow clmbing mates. stupid haze. Spoiler! wana to run during weekends thx to u mr haze, i have to cancle all running plans i had. :(. training yes yes..i love training. i love climbing. i love bouldering now. mayb becoz i havent been climbing difficulty for duno how many million yrs. uhyea srjc dosent hav nice big walls like tpjc, tjc..etc.. =(. cant wait for holidays to come. climbing n more climbing. diary farm! batu caves! climbing wif tpjc peeps! woohoo..yes..

its sad, so sad. i seem to have forgotten how u look like.ur smiles.ur laughter.ur voice. the look in ur eyes that once melted my heart hav stopped. i dun seem to know u anymore.is it the distance between us. or isit me. just me.looking back, hurts me soo much.those tears i've shed. u enter my life without myself knowing it. it was a mistake.maybe not.


feels better looking at him than thinking abt u.


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Finally...
im back to blogging. been really busy these days. ohwell..i do enjoy every single sec of it, even though im so dead tired n hav been lacking of duno how many million precious hours of slp. zZzZZZ :)

alrite long post it is gonna be. lets start with today wednesday...
its marking day today, but we had palette, so practically the whole sch is down with duties here n there. it was fun, teaching ppl how to rockclimb. guitar session for me was pretty boring? haha im evil..but ohwell, not tt interested in guitar lah. so hoon, sue may n me went bouldering instead n slack at the bouldering area. had training today. aft duno how many million yrs. our staminia hav definately dropped to zero. had PT with mr Amir as usual. n i manage to complete one round the track in 1.45min? whao...wad a miracle, duno wad struck me and gave a sudden boost of energy. haha, but was half dead aft the run :). Amir set a Pa lead route, looks okay la, wif only the contours and ugly inserts.huhhuh. but im happy wif today's climbing :)) lead soon! ohyea we are goin dairy farm before batu caves!! :D

n so it continues...Tuesday...
woke up 6.45am. nope i was not late for sch.woke up so0 early becoz...i was meeting ms lee at downtown for breakfast.decided to follo her to tpjc n do rockclimbing store cleaning. since i hav nth on tt day n was suppsoe to climb too. lol.ohwell..miss tpjc as usual, lol. had fun doin the cleaning, esp the hanging of harness haha..wet harness to be specific. cleaning time was totally awesome~. oh, tpjc high walls added new tiles too which = new routes! n the tiles are damn cool lah!!! slack n went crazy around boulder area. the guys left for yishun. jiae n i left for adora house :) n we made cookies!! :)) hooray!

monday...
had 1s02 bbq. it was a success! love it totally. the food are nice. most ppl are there. east coast park is beautiful. the onli bad thing is the 45min walk to our bbq pit.lol. oh, n we played untilmate frisbee..reminds me of the days in tpjc, where ms goh use to teach us how to play tt game haha. ohwell. another bbq s02? lol.

pictures time!!!


tiles...

TILES!!

and MORE tiles!!


hello!

wagagag :D

huhhuhhuh

3 crazy climbers!

hey boys!

=P

she couldnt stop starring at it. haha




busy ppl






i thought u were the prince in my fairytale
i was wrong


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PROMOS are offocially overs!

im happy :) but also sad. all my H2 papers are killers. juz hoping for an E for every sub n im happy wif it. but tt target seems outta reach. huh huh.

alrite since mugging period is over. as of officially today. means climbing season is back in action! more trainings! more skills! more endurance! wahaha..cant wait to torture myself wif tiles.hang around wif my climbing mates n not to forget batu caves! oo..cant wait for KL trip . :))

went climb asia! today. its like finally aft a mth of no climbing. finally we get to climb! was super excited! all of us were! haha..had an enjoyable time there. doin all the crazy boulder routes, pull ups blah blah. just love it.hoon left at 4 together wif suemay to go meet her future inlaws! haha. n yea left weijie n gang n me. tried some routes given by haroz aft they left. left asia at 8pm. here im..so dead tired , like a piece of log. but im loving it.


soo many things to vomit to u! yes uu!
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