i realised that i have been the silly one all these years.
why did i took so long to fix the puzzle pieces.
maybe its time for me to surrender to fate.
should quit fighting and give up.
i am sorry.

things have taken a tremendous change.
i've learnt to run away.
im sick and tired of everything.
even things i love the most.
stop taking me for granted.

我的回憶種滿你曾對我說過的預言
開成了一座遺憾的花園
也許一天在擠滿行人的那一條街
你才會發現我留下的空缺

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im tired of all these. really tired and sick of it.
why am i always the one to take up all the rubbish.

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david cook won amarican idol season 7! yayness. not that the other david dont deserve to win but i feel that cook is better :D

its been a loong week even though i feel that time passed faster this week. work has been rather peaceful with less bitchy-ness but more of crapping with the SAs (: i love having lunch with teresa and i managed to sell XOE okay! :D

i took mc ytd. my problematic nose has been giving me a lot of problems, this time round i think its quite serious. decided to go down to polyclinic to made an appointment at hospital to go for surgery but doctor said that since my nose is in such hopeless state, he deicded to give me the best medicine and it cost me a bomb. that was the first time i spent so much at polyclinic omg. oh well.. i hope it works.

been feeling rather tired this week. maybe its cause of work, the standing the lack of sleep and all. i have no energy to climb, cant crack hard moves no endurance and i screwed up my one n only climbing session this week. im on medication and that means no climbing for the next few days ):

oh well... rockmaster finals is this weekend. ALLEZ sim xie zi. dun worry! (: will shower u with my voice and love tt day. haha and its another rock climbing weekend again (:

allez to all climbers competing this weekend and

love u girls many many <3sss>

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i've decided to delete my previous entry for some unknown reason again!
anws today is sundayyy and tmr is mondayyy. that means a brand new week is coming which also leads to more work and also highlight of the week, ROCKMASTER.

having to work three am shifts this week seriously drained all my energy. i dislike waking up at 5 am everyday. its tirring but at the end of the day i still get to meet my dear frends so i guess thats the only good thing abt it (: i like the aunties there, they are all so cute and friendly, we always managed to find topics to crap with to pass time :D and this is also the week i've learnt a lot things.

work at CA on friday was super slack. very few customers, only a handful did highwall and the normal peeps at the boulder gym. coco decided not to visit her public toilet tt day but accompay my at the counter. haha. still she is one violent cat ):

i think jason castro is cute but not his hair and david cook has really nice voice(:
rockmaster is just a week away and UWC is joining intermediate cat! omg.
my poor ah heng is really shrinking.

meeting besties later! yays ((:









its time to sit down and do a lot of thinking

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